Today I prayed for his ex. I did not set out to do so however. I was praying for him and I saw her, no, not her face. Wouldn’t that be something? I heard her Name. I don’t even know what she looks like but that’s besides the point.
I prayed for her heart. When I look at him, I don’t see how anyone could let him go and be fine. I don’t see how he walks out of your life and does not leave a dent. I prayed that she cries her tears in the arms of God. I prayed that she doesn’t get stuck on this :how it could have been. Stuck on hating anyone who speaks well of him, checking out anyone who’s tagging him in pictures. I prayed that this experience wouldn’t define her experience with men henceforth.
The last time my heart was shattered, I felt so lost. I looked around my dark bedroom, clutched a pillow to my chest and cried. I cried because I did not understand how I’d found myself in that situation again. I couldn’t even pray. I just cried. So, I prayed for her because she might not Have the strength to say a prayer. I prayed for her because I’ve caught glimpses of his pain and I know there’s no way he felt it alone.
I prayed for her because my heart is warming up to him and I want him all to myself. I prayed for her because I plan on making him forget her. I prayed for her because she once meant something to him but now…
I am praying her out of him. Travel safe, travel far, let him be. I wish you well and there’s no hard feelings but please be gone because now I pray for him, for me, for us.
*fans self*
Something about this post…
To real. So true.
I’ll be praying for her, because my heart is warming up to him and I want him all to myself .
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hehe…thank you π
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So Deep. So Personal. So Dope.
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Thank you Kagzie π
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Hahahaha well done Glo well done…. My God!!! Travel safe, travel far
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Thank you…hehe…nanti baggage π
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So Deep. So Personal. So Dope.
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That last paragraph nialed it.. Just perfect
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Thank you Elijah
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Wow! So much soul in one post! Well done Guulo. This is so beautiful
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Thanks a lot Vickie π
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Hehehehe!!!! This is amazing. I can feel the writter’s heart beat..lol
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Thank you π
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this is just about what I need.. all to myself.
travel far stay far
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Yes, stay far…hehe
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I hope ur not praying for me cause am also praying for him to come back. π
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Surely, he can’t be the same one π
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I hope u r not praying for me cause am praying for him too, to cm back π
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Surreality – I don’t know if that word exists, but mehn, the feels! Sigh
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The feels are real my friend…hehe
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kwegamba. throw me a life jacket. Its deep in here and i cant swim!
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hahaha…Derek, thank you
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eh SwanSwan! Thanks for sharing your heart with us π
It is beautiful.
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So personal and real… Its like am feeling her pain.
Beautifully written.
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Wow!! Nice one. I want to keep reading it and others. Keep writing Guulo
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This was me, a month ago. At the beginning of my prayer i thought i would have 3 lines but my my …….totally relate to this. great piece.
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Thank you my dear π
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Travel safe, travel far.. Beautiful. π
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Thank you Mable
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I love the duality in this prayer. Be well so you can be gone. Definitely a thing I can relate to.
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Thank you π
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